Deflated

Tomorrow will be 2 weeks since I was at the job interview with a broadcasting company. They said they'll decide who will be hired within two weeks. I have a feeling if that was me, they'd call already. I tried not to think about it and told myself the chances were slim. Still, I can't help but feel deflated. What a party it would be if I could escape from my current job! Getting up every morning and going to that place feels like going to execution, which by the end of the day gets postponed until tomorrow. Damned mortgage, bills and dependence on steady income which keep me enslaved!