Wednesday, June 30, 2010

That Old Cape Magic

That Old Cape MagicThat Old Cape Magic by Richard Russo

My rating: 4 of 5 stars


Typical Richard Russo - not much of a plot, but human interaction and characters so well done that, by the end of the book, I felt like I personally know them. Witty and a lot of fun to read, or rather hear, since it was the audiobook version I had. Also, no audiobook can be good without a superb reader, so special kudos to Arthur Morey, who read this book.

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Nike JUST doesn't DO IT

When I started running seriously, first order of business was to get the proper running shoes. I went to Sportchek, the local sports-shoes store and tried on a few pairs. Nike Pegasus somehow felt the best, and I ran my first half marathon in them, and all the following races. Not in the same pair, of course, but I wore the same model, following the runners' wisdom that you don't change the shoes if they fit.

Well, I wanted to be faithful to Nike, but Nike wasn't faithful to me. Each year the Pegasus model changed a little, became less cushioned and more boxy. In the last year and a half I suffered the black toenails on several occasions, which I attributed to my running style, not willing to admit that something may be wrong with the shoes. Finally, after this year's Boston marathon, I lost a toenail on the left big toe, and have another really black. As a result, I can't wear sandals this summer if I don't want to disgust people.

The time had come to admit that my Nike shoes are not what they used to be. With Meg as a moral support, back I went to Sportchek. There we met Mo, the salesperson with extensive knowledge about Asics shoes. He measured our feet, concluded that Meg is a serious pronator and needs the shoes with more support for the arch of her foot. In short, we both left with a pair of new Asics runners each, and we tested them this week. They feel fabulous--so good, in fact, that if my feet could sing, they'd sing the "Ode To Joy" from pure pleasure!

How could I describe it to a non-runner? Say, you drive Hyundai Accent--it's a-OK little car, takes you nicely from point A to point B. True, it's a little boxy, not really comfy, with pretty hard suspension and not much space. Then you bought a Mercedes. All of a sudden you experience a renaissance in your driving experience: the car is spacious, soft, pleasant and comfortable to drive, you just feel you could drive forever. That is how my new Asics shoes feel, compared to old boxy Nikes.

Monday, June 28, 2010

Toronto on fire

So, we had the G20 Summit in downtown Toronto. Our Prime Minister Harper said it will "...put Canada and Toronto on the map..." He didn't say the map of WHAT? Did he mean tourism? But, how? The most recognizable touristic icon of the town, the CN Tower, was deep within the fenced-off "security zone" and was closed for visits. Actually, the first ladies had a lunch-gathering there, but no tourists were allowed near. So how is Toronto supposed to benefit from the summit?

A protestor throws debris at a burning police vehicle during a demonstration against the G20 summit in downtown Toronto June 26, 2010. REUTERS/Mike Segar (CANADA - Tags: CIVIL UNREST CRIME LAW POLITICS)So far during all G-something summits, there were violent protest, trashing and burning. On Saturday, that happened here too. The masked rioters smashed store-windows, burned police cars and sprayed graffiti on the walls. The cops were just watching. Then they moved on the protesters and, missing the real culprits, made over 600 arrests by Sunday night.
Oh, now I get it - our PM Harper must have thought this is going to put us on the map as a new-born police state! Move over Burma, here's Canada competing for the title of the most-oppresive.

I must say though, that I don't understand the protesters either. Once they saw that the protests have turned into riots, and the police had no intention of standing and watching any longer, why didn't they disperse? Why did they keep gathering in large groups and shouting slogans against the police?

TORONTO, ON - JUNE 26: A shattered glass-plate window cascades down as violent anti-G20 protesters, using Black Bloc tactics, smash and loot their way through downtown June 26, 2010 in Toronto, Canada. Violent protesters burned police cars, smashed shop fronts and confronted the force of approximately 20,000 police who were charged with keeping order during the first day of the G20 Summit. (Photo by Simon Hayter/Getty Images)
I understand civil rights and democracy. I also understand vandalism and, most of all common sense. My fellow Canadians confused their protests with the fight for the freedom of expression. I don't believe the constitution has been suspended. Since the police obviously lost its good humour after the trashing and burning in the downtown, that's when a sensible person puts the freedom of expression behind the common sense and personal safety, and moves away. Otherwise, who can blame the cops for painting all the protesters with the same brush?

On a personal note - I'm appalled that we spent $1 billion for security and the vandals still managed to do significant damage. Instead of preventing it, the police bullied everyone else into submission. I'm glad we wisely stayed in our little sleepy paradise north of Toronto.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Earthquake, G20, Arrivederci Italia

What a week it has been. We had an earthquake yesterday, which I missed completely while taking a shower. Meg was at work and describes the shaking: she was sitting at her desk when it started, then stood up alarmed, and said the building swayed so much that it knocked her off balance and made her stumble. The company she works for has offices on the 7th floor of the building, and that was high enough to feel the sway during the 15 seconds of this earth-shake of 5.5 on the Richter's scale.

Police officers patrol the streets inside the security fence ahead of the G20 summit in Toronto June 22, 2010. Leaders of the Group of Eight and Group of 20 nations meet in Canada June 24-27 to discuss the course of the future as the world emerges from the worst financial crisis since the Great Depression.  REUTERS/Mark Blinch (CANADA - Tags: POLITICS)
Other than the earthquake, we have G20 meeting in town, which shakes Toronto much more than the quake. The whole downtown area, where the leaders of G20 countries will meet, is transformed into a giant ghetto. The metal fence is built around the perimeter and hundreds of cops are constantly patrolling along the fence. Residents who live in the fenced-off area have to show the special ID and submit to the search every time they want to enter their own building. We are staying well away from the downtown until that circus is over.

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Since the last blog post, I changed my mind about the World Cup. There were some pretty good games. The most rewarding part is that France and Italy, the two most arrogant teams, were knocked out from the competition after the round robin stage. I never noticed how many Italians work at my workplace until they all hung their heads today after "Azzuri" deservedly lost to the underdog Slovakia and were sent home. The atmosphere at work was funeral-like, and I'm afraid my wide grin was quite visible in the somber surrounding, but I couldn't help it. Neither could I stop myself declaring "Arrivederci Italia" loudly at the end of the game.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Crime and Punishment

Crime and Punishment Crime and Punishment by Fyodor Dostoevsky


My rating: 4 of 5 stars
Growing up in former Yugoslavia, I was exposed to Russian literature from the very early age. There's still some of the old awe remaining in me when I read the old Russian masters, like Dostoevsky. I don't think I'm qualified or brazen enough to review the "Crime and Punishment," but I can offer some impressions the book made on me.

Let me begin by mentioning the language. My first language is Serbo-Croatian: a language which is nowadays split at the hyphen into two separate languages. I never realized that hyphen stood for the ethnic line between the two groups of people, though I was forced to learn it when the line broke in the bloody conflict of the Balkans, and the language split, just as the country did, into two separate entities. But, I digress. The point is that both, Croatian and Serbian language, are of the Slavic origin, as is Russian. Therefore, the translations from Russian into Croatian are seamless and the flow is natural, unlike the awkward and rigid form English translation gave to the "Crime and Punishment." I recently read another Russian classic translated in English, Tolstoy's "Ana Karenina", which had the same inflexible awkwardness.

Once you get over the language, you're teleported into Russian Empire at it's eleventh hour, with it's social and ideological problems, you catch a glimpse of the seed of ideas which will evolve--or devolve--into Communism; you feel the heat of rainless St. Petersburg, the stench of poverty, the corruption of the higher middle class. You feel for the criminal, and although you can't justify his crime, you feel and cheer for him. And, at the end, you are rewarded with the gift of hope.

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Tuesday, June 15, 2010

FIFA World Cup 2010 (Yawn)

South African fans blow the vuvuzela trumpets before the 2010 World Cup opening match between Mexico and South Africa at Soccer City stadium in Johannesburg June 11, 2010.    REUTERS/Henry Romero (SOUTH AFRICA - Tags: SPORT SOCCER SPORT SOCCER WORLD CUP)It's being played in South Africa, but we feel it here in Toronto too. The cars drive around with flags attached to the windows, people walk wearing bright jerseys of the teams they're cheering for. In truth, I was quietly excited about the games too. Now, in the day 5 of the tournament, that excitement is replaced by disappointment.

Let's face it: the World Cup so far is—boring. The games are with low scores or no scores. There's not much action to justify sitting in front of the TV for 105 minutes for each game. On top of it, the fans at the stadium blow in those cursed vuvuzelas (see picture) which make this constant buzzing noise in the background and leave me with a headache after the game.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Shadow Tag

Shadow Tag Shadow Tag by Louise Erdrich

My rating: 4 of 5 stars
What a fantastic idea, what a sloppy deliverance.Premise: a wife of a famous Native American painter realizes that her husband reads her diary and uses it to manipulate him by writing things she wants him to read.It's a dysfunctional marriage and she wants out of it, while he wants to keep the family together by all means. Unfortunately, the story lacks a really strong reason why she wants to break out. Both main characters are unlikable and I found it really difficult to cheer for either side. By the end, it all became a sick game with no possible solution.The reason I gave 4 stars, beside the promising, though unfulfilled idea, is the ending. It is so surprising that it changed my, until then mostly negative, impression of the book.

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Friday, June 11, 2010

Ecstasy, or pain?

...sometimes it's hard to tell.

(Found this photo while flipping through a magazine in a store)

Sunday, June 6, 2010

The Anniversary

Our big day started with a splash-literally. We went for the morning run (Meg has been running with me for over a month) in the pouring rain. I'm still not sure if Meg liked it—she looked thoroughly soaked at the end. That always makes the hot shower so much sweeter afterward.

We were caught once before by a spring shower, but that was at the end of the run and we laughed it off. This time was the first time when she consciously ran into the rain. If the weather didn't stop her, especially on our anniversary, I think she's on the path to becoming a serious runner.

I am a weirdo, I know, talking about running in pissing rain on our anniversary, and describing it with such a joy! But, we DID mark the decade of coexisting in the same wedlock (why does the word 'wedlock' sound so ominous? Almost as if it was borrowed from a horror dictionary). We brunched at our new favorite dim sum place, then ended up spending the afternoon in downtown's entertainment district. We stayed there for a dinner in the French restaurant called Le Saint Tropez. The waiter was an older guy with such an exaggerated French accent that I couldn't make up my mind if he's faking it. Still, he was amusing, and so was the atmosphere and the sangria. Only when we came back home, after the nightcap glass of red, did the scenes from the past ten years start marching through my head. Though it seems the decade sneaked by us in half the time, we've been through a lot. We progressed in our jobs, became Canadians, settled down in a house of our own. The best of all is--we still enjoy each other's company the same as we did 10 years ago.

In days to come, we will be updating this blog with pictures from the places we visited on vacations and travels throughout the past 10 years.

Saturday, June 5, 2010

The Gathering Storm by Robert Jordan

The Gathering Storm (Wheel of Time, #12; A Memory of Light, #1) The Gathering Storm by Robert Jordan


My rating: 5 of 5 stars
After the passing of Robert Jordan I thought that no one can weave the pattern the way he could. I was wrong. Brendon Sanderson did a stellar job in this book.

To my opinion, first 3 books of the series were the best ones, then the pen-master Jordan started jamming more and more characters and events into the books and watered down the essence. Well, this book brought me back to the feeling I had when reading the first three. Sanderson is true to Jordan's characters, adopted the language, the plot and ideas seamlessly. Dare I say, he's pulled the miracle and made the book 12 more readable than the previous few. The apprentice have surpassed the master.

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Friday, June 4, 2010

I Ran Boston Marathon (part 2)

If you missed part one, click here.

The morning of April 19th started early—at 4 AM. I had to catch the subway to the downtown, then along some 24,000 like-minded lunatics board the school buses, which drove us to the start in Hopkington, a village some 40-ish kms from Boston. I spent the whole morning in lineups: to board the bus, to grab a bagel, to take a leak, to check-in my bag for the transport to the finish, and finally to line up for the start. From my starting corral (based on the race bib numbers, each corral contained a thousand runners) I turned to soak in the atmosphere. We were a bedraggled bunch, in shirts of all colors and designs. Most of us were wearing garbage bags, or other big plastic bags, heads poking out from the hole torn in the bottom, to keep warm on the chilly and breezy, but clear and sunny morning. From my vantage point, as far as eye could see, the road was packed with runners. Something stuck in my throat at the sight of so many people. The crowd of spectators was already ringing the cowbells and cheering, a band was playing in one of the courtyards along the road, but the runners were mostly quiet with faces set in determined expressions. There was some excited chatter in corrals, but that was mostly muted. We hoped in place to keep warm and waited. The tension was almost palpable, but it was positive energy waiting to be unleashed.

At 10:00 AM sharp the race started. The huge snake of people set off toward Boston, consisting of thousand of bodies all moving as a part of that enormous organism, all moving with the same purpose. It was exhilarating and touching being a part of it. I remember thinking at that moment how there wasn't a better way to celebrate a birthday. That same thought I was going to have many times throughout the course, but that was the first time, when the procession of runners wound its way through the ceaseless lineups of fans cheering us on, that I thought how special this day really was. I turned 45 that day, and although there are (hopefully) many more birthdays to come, it will be hard to match this one.

The crowd was beyond description: 42.2 kms of people stretching beside the road, whose wholehearted cheering carried me over some naughty hills and through bad stretches, when legs were numb and mind even number. Their whooping penetrated through the stupor and nudged me onward. Children stood with their hands raised to high-five those running on the side; people were offering their own fruit and drinks; in one town a group of students promoted beer as a perfect energy drink and even shared some with willing runners. Then there was Wellesley college, somewhere around the mid-point. It's famous for its "Scream Tunnel". The Wellesley College girls pack the road on both side and make such a noise, you can't hear your own thoughts. They offer free kisses, too. Unprepared, I thought it all a wonderful joke (which it actually is), but then I saw runners diving into the crowd, claiming their free kisses. No marathon brochure prepared me for it, and I missed the opportunity. Yes, I know, I'm a sucker!

The crowd at Heartbreak Hill was just as memorable—they had a sign half the way up the hill marking the half-point and the message "Don't let the hill break you," and another one at the top saying simply "You did it!" As the legs struggled and the stride shortened, they got louder. It was impossible not to be affected and carried by them.

Somewhere about a mile before finish I decided to get my last drink at the water station. I never learned to drink on the run. There is a technique where you squeeze the paper cup and pour the drink into your lips, but I pour just as much over my face and down the chest. I was all sticky and soaked in Gatorade I splashed all over myself on previous water stops. So, this time I decided to stop and drink the whole cup. With the cup in hand I stopped by the side fence to drink. At that moment people behind the fence started shouting and screaming "Don't stop now," "you're almost there," "keep going" and so on. I took another sip and they climbed the fence, practically hanging over me and shouting right in my ears. So much about drinking the whole cup. At the first running step I made, they broke into ovations. I felt like a champion. They high-fived me and I splashed the rest of the Gatorade as per usual all over my face, running on.

Boylston Street is where it all ends. When I turned into it, lined with the crowd five-thick on both sides, the feeling was such a mixture of exhaustion and exhilaration, it almost brought me to tears. It was also the place where my very special cheerleaders—mom and Meg—were supposed to be. But, there were so many people, it was going to be impossible to see them. I ran, head swinging left and right, checking the crowd, losing hope. Then the shouts "Zoraaaaaan" came from the left and there they were, ringing the cowbells and waving their hearts out. I blew them a kiss, but didn't dare to stop, uncertain if I'd have strength enough to continue if I did. The finish line was only a few hundred meters away.


A footnote: I used my iPhone with a GPS application called RunKeeper to track my race. I even sent the link to friends who could follow my progress in real time. Unfortunately, the GPS signal was interrupted somewhere two thirds along the course, resulting in the straight line for the last 10 miles or so. Still, here's the map:



Click for blog post with our photos and video from Boston.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Boston Marathon

Here are the photos of the most exhausting and most fulfilling birthday I ever had - my 45th. I spent it running the famed Boston Marathon.



A part of the atmosphere near the finish, through the eyes of the spectators (Meg and my mom with her bells, but no whistles) was captured in this video:


2010 Boston Marathon from Margaret Bozicevic on Vimeo.